Things are looking up 😊

This morning we got word that the screw up at the bank had been fixed & my husband notified them that there was a chance his stimulus check could be deposited into that guy's account. They said they would monitor both accounts & keep that from happening. Thankfully all that is behind us & got resolved fairly quick.

On another note, I went to the doctor yesterday. We talked about my anxiety, which has progressively gotten worse over the last 3 years but I really like her. She seems to know what she's talking about & she's really nice. She even gave me a hug at the end of my appointment 😊 I have some labs to do & some prescriptions to pick up. She also is referring me to a gyno to get my birth control removed & talk about a tubal, my husband & I both don't want anymore kids & asap I'm getting him in about a vasectomy too 😅 

& Lastly, I think I'm finally going to get to take a trip to see my family. I moved 1,000+ miles away from my hometown at the beginning of 2019 in an effort to be financially stable. I do have to say, it's worked thus far. We haven't really had to worry about how we were gonna pay any bill (I'm not counting my phone bill cuz I'm not counting that as a necessity but even that included that's only happened a couple times over the last year) & yes my anxiety is through the roof but so, strangely, is my self confidence. I feel like I'm actually to kinda know what to do as an adult & even though at this point I really need a few day break from it I feel like I'm kinda kicking ass at it. 

I know I just rambled away from my last point but now I'm circling back around, I haven't seen my family in 3 years & I'm super psyched to see them all. I'm also planning to make sure to have money saved for this winter when my little sister gives birth because this is the only kid she's having & she was there for both my kids' births, I'm NOT missing it.

But yes, that good energy I've been trying to manifest over the last few days has finally been fulfilled & now I'm ready to really get my shit rolling.