blog #3 i think??

I asked my boyfriend if he still wanted to be in a relationship with me and he replied with "I dont know" so I decided to update my spacehey. I swear im usually normal. 

Other news, Its my birthday in a few days, not rlly looking forward to it icl. Im excited to age up, Im just not excited for the birthday element of my birthday yk? it stops being fun after the age of 10. Like wtaf am i supposed to do for my birthday? Besides I have exams on my birthday aswel so I cant really do anything. I asked a few friends if they want to go to town that Friday but never specified it was for my birthday, I dont want it to be for my birthday. TOO MUCH PRESSURE!

But yeah im turning the big ONE SIX. crazy. Im over halfway to 30 which just does NOT sit right with me. 

ALSO... i think my mam caught me smoking or found my fags or something, she keeps asking me if i smoke.... Im acc so cooked somebody pls send help