neurodivergent teen complains about hyperfixations /silly

ARGHHH IVE BEEN SO HYPERFIXATED ON WATCHING MLP THE LAST WEEK IVE HARDLY DONE ANYTHING ELSE. NOW I WANNNA WATCH LDSHADOWLADYS CRAZYCRAFT AND LUVSTARS LUVCRAFT!!! AND ITS 1 AM AND I WANNA START A NEW MINECRAFT WORLD AND I WANT TO DO THIS AND THAT AND THIS AND THAT AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

my brain has TOO much activity, i must slow DOWN!!1 i rlly rlly rlly love all my interests but i cant indulge in multiple on the same day, at least thats how it feellssss ;-; i wish i didnt fixate so strongly to the point i either forget to eat anything at all or snack on the closest thing to me and end up finishing an entire fruit bowl of 5 apples and 10 oranges XDDD if i fixated "normally" on my interests i would at least get up to use the bathroom and not hold it for hoursssssss UGHHHH :0

ALSO THIS ISNT SUPER SERIOUS, JUST A TEENSY FUN LIL RANT! i have many thoughts and writing them down in a blog helps me fall asleep. yasssss.