Dear Diary

I want to be human

I want to be seen and treated as a person :(

I want to be someone who’s kind and remembered as such, but it makes me sad that I have to be kind at the cost of my own comfort ( ･᷄ὢ･᷅ )

I only wanted to be someone kind, how did I suddenly become your life line?

How did I suddenly turn into a doll you would recklessly touch and dress up? I won’t wear what you bought for me… although it upsets you, but it makes my skin crawl just looking at it. 

I don’t want to be a doll.