ereyone hates me??? HUH????

so like this morning i woke to a notification of one of my friends lets call them swan, texted to me that everyone hates me for some reason, they were pretty mad at some of my other friends for talking some bs abt me. swan is okay with me btw, i have nothing against them. 

rn one of my other friend(not the one i mentioned), lets call them Bear. 

my friend(not bear, not swan but a different one)in my art class told me that they hated me for this certain reason(idk if this is the actual reason bc its not directly from bear but whateva):

They hate me bc we were in a music group and they thought i didnt do shit and they thought i suckass at guitar, i was a beginner at the time btw but at the same they didnt do shit either(through what i kept on seeing) bc one time in our practices i was trying to help them at first but they told me they could do it themselves, so yea i listened to them and left them alone.

 but when i came back to check on them for a bit, they were doing some stupid shit. i felt like they wanted to disinclude me but at the same time im disapointed af. i was also trying to help my other group mate who was gone for a few music lessons but Bear told me that he can do it himself so i listened to him and i trusted him to help my group mate. i guess he didnt do anything. 

btw, this all from my perpective of the situation idk abt theirs but this is mine

tbh i tried my best to put effort into the group but all they did was nothing, i told them to practice but idk. 

i mean im not mad at them maybe they have other things to do. tbh i left that all in the past. i have no time to think abt that bc my mid year exams are coming up. ever since school started i dont have time to practice, i need to focus on my grades.

oh also we have this extra time in the mornings to do some stuff, its divided into four different stuff: art, music, sport and photography. i chose music bc i like music. but then bear is also there and we had this performance and i was singing but i couldnt rlly hear myself well and they judged the hell outta me. they said that i was better off not being in music. they basically think im retarded

and now they mock me, they probs tellig. some bs abt me idk on sume stupid shit

im not mad tho