8/11/2025

a friend of mine told me that journaling/using a diary is rlly good/therapeutic a while back. Idak how one journals. I haven't had a diary since I was six, I wrote in it once before my parents found it and I haven't written in a physical one since. They suck at tech tho, and honestly it'd probably be healthy for me to express myself and things more, so why not use the internet, right? Honestly I love talking to the internet, I don't love posting photos and videos and shit (which was always sorta my thing with stuff like insta ig) but writing is fun, I dont think im vry good with words but I love them none the less, plus, almost no one ik is irl uses SpaceHey (which sucks but comes in handy here ig)

Probably wont do this everyday - my life isn't too exciting. Plus exams are coming up so I'll maybe be a little less online then i'd usually be.

Trying my hardest to be productive today cause, as previously stated, exams. studiedfor psychology, I keep getting the cerebellum and medulla oblingata's functions mixed up. That's gonna be an issue if im still like that on thursday. rying to evently space out breaks still though so that I can stay focused. Any longer then 45 minutes and suddenly I've completely zoned out. Managed to get through a good chunk of the biological section of my psych exam study though.

My bsf is off to her other parent's house so I won't be able to talk to her much which sucks. No one in my friendgroup rlly likes that guy - we usually get to talk via pinterest or email. Maybe we'll meet up sometime to study irl

Currently jealous of my younger brother, who doesn't have to study or worry about homework and is currently just watching Wreck It Ralph. I wish I could go back to before school - I love to learn but exams and tests have drained me. I guess i wont be able to be rid of them till post graduation. probably later because of uni.

but anyway moving on from that I got some driving practice in a little bit ago. was nerve wracking but i didn't hit anything, can't wait till i get my hours up and can take my tests - i want to go into my last yr of school able to drive myself and my friends around without worries.

i keep wondering if i should post this type of stuff on some other website. but honestly im not gonna be able to create a whole blog for myself i guess (or i lwk dont want to). ive heard of livejournal, i get a real kick from reading pete wentz's ones - i love the way he writes, like hes pouring his heart out and shit without care for who's gonna read it. All his posts about his wife make me smile if im honest. That's part of why i wanted to start blogging in the first place ig. Ive seen a few different LiveJournals with ppl pouring their heart and soul out - poetry, paragraphs, information, its got it all. But also ive heard some ppl say it aint as good anymore bc it was bought by a russian company or smth and now theres more Censorship. Idk of any other blogging sites other then maybe tumblr but i like the way that spacehey and livejournal. I like the way that it allows stuff to be coded and everythign to look however I want. if anyone knows any other sites then pls feel free to tell me. or if anyone thinks that livejournal is still good then inform me of that too ig? 

speaking of ive gotta get better at coding. idk if i like the layout of my blogs - currently its sorta cute ig, i like the colour scheme. i'll search up some codes tmrw or smth if i have time between being forced to go to church and studying. 

Turns out my mum is making us go to church tonight instead of Tomorrow, but it does mean i dont have to go to some random relative's bday tmrw.

also getting a bit bored, thinking about making a blog/website specifically for my OCs - i dont have like the mental capacity to actually draw them right about now but hey. writing posts from their pov on a fun lil website would be kinda cool. I just have no idea if i have the capacity to code either but lets find out ig...