vent 🙂

Respectfully, please dont read this if the negativity will ruin your mood [:

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I am so tired. I am so godamn tired of having to get up each day and function like a normal fucking person. please please i dont wanna talk to anyone i just wanna stay home and rest BY MYSELF for at least a couple weeks THATS ALL I ASK. but no. everyday i dra gmyself thru school and i cry and i tell myself the weekend is soon. then the weekend flys by and i have to drag myself thru another week.

id be dead if no one cared for me. every day at pe i think about running away because I DONT WANNA PLAY FUCKING SOCCER.

please i just wanna stay in my room and make stuff and watch steven universe and i want my only worry to be that i get distracted my youtube videos too much. thats an ok problem to deal with

how does most people seem to make it thru the school day without tears.

aruuughghhhhh i wont have an answer for why im like this until maybe i get evaluated for autism in like February. whyyyy

what will save me this time, i know something will save me, but what?

ALSO DONT WORRY IM NOT KILLING MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

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