money money money 07.11.25

I'm feeling much better now than in my last blog post. I've struggled with depression for so many years and now I have to get used to the fact that I will get sad days, but they won't last as long as they used to.

My weeks been interesting, I bought two concert tickets !!

First one was for Poppy, she's peforming in Helsinki in april. She used to be part of my childhood and deffo 2020 with girls in bikini's lol. Though I don't think she likes to peform her old songs especially from the time she worked with her ex. But that's okay, she's so talented and has so many new good songs and her voice is amazing. 

The next one drum rolls please........PITBULL, omgggejrfkasdkg

Litreally I was looking if Kesha had any concerts and then I saw one where she's a guest singer at pitbulls concert at London hyde park. Ngl it was an impulse purchase and I kind of feel anxious, but when I'm older would I rather think about how I managed to sell a concert ticket or that I saw THE Pitbull live and even flew to London for it.

I'm also going to Greece Rhodes in the end of next year with my mom. 2026 my mom's turning 50 and I'm turning 20 so it's a birthday gift for both of us. I'm so excited !!

OH and alsoooo bruuuhhh MAMAMOO IS MAKING A COMEBACK!!!!!!! in 2026 burhhhhh if they're going to tour I need to make more moneyyyy cus it's a must see.

I'm a bit stressed about my sleep schedule and not doing work, school has never been my strong suit and I don't know how to change that. I'm just doing more harm to myself for not studying, but my bum ass just doesn't seem to be motivated enough to care.

OOOF

I have this one online "friend" and I wish he was a girl......he seems so cool, but as a man IT'S SO INSUFFERABLE TRYING TO TALK TO THEM they don't ask you questions and give dry answers. ugh

Mhm alsooooo I GOT AN EYEBROW PIERCING!!! AHHH I'm so happy and a bit anxious, but mostly happy. 2020 me would be proud.... not just because of the piercing just.. surviving

I miss Nelli my dog...she would be proud of me, and she would've loved my friends. I love Nelli so much, grief is weird.... I've accepted that she's gone and I'm able to live with it, but every now and then she slips into my mind like a warm blanket. I miss her