15:40 digital diary

i am on my way home. i don’t feel as exhausted as i could’ve felt but still i’m feeling horrible. i am still so angry. but my legs dont hurt as much as they did a couple of hours ago. i dont even know what was that, but the pain was really intense. by the way i wasn’t late to the class. my teacher told me that i will have to finish my project in two weeks instead of a month. but it’s okay i guess, i have to work harder. i got unforgivably lazy. my plans haven’t changed. i just can’t wait. my f/p is being really sweet to me but i keep overthinking so i can’t react as i am supposed to. i guess i won’t write him when i’ll do it. oh god i sound like “i did it again:3” memes. never mind. this online status thing is really driving me insane. well it would be really nice if this was the only reason why i feel like that. since the first entry i’ve eaten a bit of black chocolate. when i get home i’ll eat some oatmeal and then if i get too hungry i’ll have an apple i guess. holy shit i need to change my playlist, i keep listening to the same songs without even liking them. i can’t wait to get home and finally feel this relief. i missed it so much.