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that’s it. i feel like im gonna relapse. i’m gonna buy what i need . i guess i’ll be late for the class but i just don’t care to be honest . during the lesson in the library the teacher was nice to me. she explained me things that i didn’t ask for but i needed it. she even asked me how can she make me feel more comfortable during her classes. but somehow im still really scared. i feel so bad it looks like im ungrateful. why am i never able to express gratitude. i hate that. i’m really angry for no reason. i’m just tired. i wanna go home. like really home. not to the house where i live. but i know that i can’t because my hometown gets bombed almost daily. and understand that i will never be able to really be home. like it used to be. i couldn’t even graduate, i missed one of the most important things in my life. i couldn’t fully grow up at home. i will miss things that couldn’t take place my whole life.
right now my f/p is being nice to me but i can’t help but keep overthinking.
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Maelstrom
I definitely understand the overthinking thing. I have that too, feels hard to shut my brain off. With all the other stuff, just be nice to yourself, stuff like learning to appreciate people/things come with time and practice. I wish I could go to my home too, but it's a lot different now. We can at least always make/find a new home.
Things can always get better, just try to stay positive as best you can and find the simple joys in life. I'm wishing the best for you ^.^
oh im sorry to hear that you have such problems too, so i understand.. thanks for your words though <3
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