i hate myself

to be honest, i have never felt so miserable, at least not as much as i feel now, i absolutely hate the way i look, i hate my hair, i hate my voice, i hate my face, i hate my body, i hate the fact that she was right about the things she said about me, she was absolutely right when she said those things about my personality and appearance, because im not good enough for someone like her, im not good enough for anyone