INTRO - READ !!!

So ahem.. hello!!

You may refer to me as Dal or Lucid!! 

So um okay okay...

BASIC SHIT AND PROBLEMS: 

I am 17 years old (21.09.) and I use they/them and he/him (if you cant be bothered to use they/them. loser.) I am from Latvia.. uhh what else. I am studying to become a video operator!!! I draw and animate on the side because it's fun. I have a lovely boyfriend who's on this site as well! 

I am very mentally ill, I struggle with serious self-esteem issues and shit ton of other things. On the moral alignment chart - I'm true neutral. I've also been crazy suicidal so I'm here for anyone struggling. Good listener, bad at advice. Might use the bulletins to vent.

I'm also not actually evil. Just really broken in ways.. lol thats kinda cringe.. haha

HOW I ACT: 

In conversations I can act pretty awkward and distant at start. Well truth be told, I most likely can be classified as a person with distant attachment style. So if I don't respond quick or I sound a bit dry - IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!! I can also be a freak trust.. 👅👅👅 

If I don't like you, I will just cut you off. Simple blocking.

EXTRA INFO:

A bit of self diagnosing here. . . I might have adhd + depression with anxiety. On the side it features hints of autism, but that's what others have said. I firmly believe only about the first three. I am unable to get professional diagnosis so please bare with whatevers wrong with me.

Socials are all linked on my profile, but if youre unsure then ask! yay!!

!!! ALSO NUMBER ONE NYON FAN IN MY HEART PLEASE LET ME HAVE THIS !!!