insecurities..

okay so I am a 14 year old teen girl and i just feel so ugly and insecure.. i literally feel embarrassed of how i look if my hair isn't done or i don't have mascara on and i literally just cannot with my looks anymore and im always constantly seeking validation for my insecurities and im just so tired, i just want to be pretty :C

btw heres how i look if u were wonderin: