I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH

i had a crushing realisation recently that my repressed mental problems that make me feel suicidal are really just stupid nonsense that wont ever leave my brain no matter how much i try. all you people in my life are actually ao nice and lovely and i love you all sososo much and have everything to give back for it. you all accept me, you listen to me, you welcome me, you lift me up and i really dont show enough gratitude for it. i know i can REALLY be a handful sometimes and i try to counter that as much as possible but i am sosososoSOOOO glad you all have my back. i wouldnt be here today without you all and from today forward i will try to remove the hatred and grievances i have for others no matter what (unless they’re like a mass murderer or a personal enemy etc). love you all mwah mwah mwamwmamemamemamwmah