11/5/2025

Hey y'all. wow.... it has officially been a month since i posted an update I PROMISE I DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT YOU GUYS it's just that life has been hectic and i have been up and on the move way too much.....

i need to start making days just for myself. of course i have days where i have no school or work, but i spend those days going out which is bad for ME and my WALLET... trust me i love going out and hanging out with people but it's now getting to the point where everytime i go out, i get back home and reflect on if that was necessary or not because now i need to catch up on THIS and THAT!!!!!!!!!

anyways. i dropped this class because i kept failing the tests #lol idk.... like i thought i would be able to handle it and every single time i studied like crazy it came back WRONG WRONG WRONG. in fact this whole semester so far has been like that. i wouldn't say i'm a horrible test taker because i never get anxiety or freak out when taking the tests but i study like hell EVERYTIME and i always get a horrible score back. WHY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i also picked up my old bullet journals from 7th grade and repurposed them to fit what i like now. they were legit an anime journal and a daily journal. both are my daily journal/for funsies journal because i have way too many writing outlets (including this). i am having fun writing in general, like when i write notes or when i journal something. i don't need ANY WASHI TAPE OR MARKERS..... JUST MY PENS AND HIGHLIGHTERS FROM 7TH GRADE!!!!!!!

which reminds me. i miss my pencil case from hs. i literally JUST had it and then i lost it.... i need to get it back

OKAY TOODLEEESSSS time to #SUPERMEGALOCKIN for finals and final grades YAUYYYYYYYYYY