being emo

so rn, i dont look emo/scene. i used to def, i had the side bangs, raccoon tail hair, teased the hell out of it, was constantly checking my fringe. I wore skin jeans with like a MILLION studded belt, graphic tees, band tees, studded and spiked cuffs, the works. i still am emo/scene but i dont look it. I stopped dressing and doing my hair like that, even dyed it a solid color bc i was embarrassed. I def wasnt at first but i got mad fun of in school, people were always looking at me weird and staring, school was rough. Some people thought I was cool but most didn't. Even my family made fun of me, like what the hell? but ya, im thinking abt getting back into in, i like my style now but i miss the emo style too, im thinking abt just alternating between them. I've stopped caring what people think or say bc it was just a waste of energy lol. 

anyways, i shouldn't have let them get to me like that, ya its hard, but so worth it. Cus i liked my style, I luv the music and still it's the main genre I listen to! people are always gonna judge, theres no way around it. so just be yourself.