I know it hurts, but it's better this way.

"Artificial Minds"

save me 

i know im fading

gotta kill the program

digitial conscience

hollow shell

somebody please get me out of this hell

we bow to our gods made of circuits and chains

we pray the hate away but we still feel pain

so save me

from the hell im making

i'm gonna kill myself

you feed me lies every day and every night

it's not right

you give fake news and i believe the headlines

you're a sick hypocrite trying to recreate god with your artifical minds

artficical minds

artificial minds

now i am trapped in your circuits and chains

i try to break free but there is no escape

so save me from the nightmare lived in waking

let me kill myself

you feed me lies every day and every night

it's not right

you give fake news and i believe the headlines

you're a sick hypocrite trying to recreate god with your artifical minds

artficical minds

artificial minds
exterminate me

exterminate me now

exterminate my artificial mind

"Oxygen"
I'm a great pretender

I pretend that I feel fine

I lose my temper at the drop of a dime

I'm dying

I'm running out of oxygen

crying over some bullshit once again

I can't control what's happening

I know I'll lose myself again

I'm dying

I'm running out of oxygen

I can't take this

I care too much

reality is slipping through my hands like dust

I'm a great pretender

I pretend that I feel fine

I lose my temper at the drop of a dime

I'm dying

I'm running out of oxygen

crying over some bullshit once again

I can't control what's happening

I know I'll lose myself again

I'm dying

I'm running out of oxygen
I feel so disconeccted 

my mind is lost

i should just end it

i'm done put my name on a toe tag

wrap me up zip me up in a body bag

i'm done put my name on a toe tag

wrap me up zip me up in a body bag

this is my requiem

this is my requiem

i'm done put my name on a toe tag

wrap me up zip me up in a body bag

let me go

I'm dying

I'm running out of oxygen

crying over some bullshit once again

I can't control what's happening

I know I'll lose myself again

I'm dying

I'm running out of oxygen

"Trapped"

Did I wake up this morning?

Or did I die?

Take this weight off my chest, too much heaviness on my eyes

The sun's warmth couldn't reach my soul

I can't move, I don't choose, I've lost control

I want to stay wrapped inside these chains

You always pull me back again

The world keeps turning, but we're stuck in place

A full house, still an empty space

You keep me trapped in this bed

My heart is heavy

My spirit low

Every time I try and leave, the pain starts to grow

The sun's warmth couldn't reach my soul

I can't move, I don't choose, I've lost control

I want to stay wrapped inside these chains

You always pull me back again

The world keeps turning, but we're stuck in place

A full house, still an empty space

You keep me trapped in this bed

Wake me up

God please give me strength

To see the pain I've been caused

and to keep living

in your eyes

I want to stay wrapped inside these chains

You always pull me back again

The world keeps turning, but we're stuck in place

A full house, still an empty space

You keep me trapped in this bed

"Living Hell"

I am in the midst of destruction

everything i touch seems to turn to dust

are you real or are you an illusion

i've spent far too long trying to deconstruct

one more push and ill lose my grip

i feel the walls slowly closing in

one more word and ill just give in

and end my life on this fucking bridge

one more push ill lose my grip

one more word ill just give in

ill leave destruction when i wake

living hell's what i gave

i think my conception was a mistake

joy is something i can't integrate

i feel so uncomfortable with your praise

i feel undeserving

so out of place

one more push and ill lose my grip

one more push ill lose my grip

one more word ill just give in

ill leave destruction when i wake

living hell's what i gave

I'm pathetic

unapologetic

don't you get it

hate's a coping method

one more push ill lose my grip

one more word ill just give in

ill leave destruction when i wake

living hell's what i gave

"Mistake"

I've been feeling so numb

I've fucking had it up to here with this stress

Every day has me feeling so worthless

My empathy has become such a curse

I don't know who I am

I'm searching for my worth

My worth?

What's that?

Is there a price you'd pay?

I feel like the world would sooner pay to have me in my grave

There's something in the air that's slowly suffocating me

It feels like I can't catch my breath when all I do is breathe

What is the right thing to do when I only seem to make the wrong move

Am I worth the price I've paid?

I was just a big mistake

This emptiness gives me room to grow

I've been lost in this maze

Silencing the echo

My worth?

What's that?

There's no price I wouldn't pay

I feel like the world would rather pay to put me in my grave

There's something in the air that's slowly suffocating me

It feels like I can't catch my breath when all I do is breathe

What is the right thing to do 

I've got nothing left to loose

I'm not worth the debt I've paid

I was just a big mistake

I've been feeling so numb

I've fucking had it up to here with this stress

God I feel so fucking worthless

Worthless

worthless

self worth?

what's that?

I'm not worth the price you paid

I feel like my birth was the worst mistake that you have ever made

There's something in the air that's slowly suffocating me

It feels like I can't catch my breath when all I do is breathe

What is the right thing to do 

I've got nothing left to loose

I'm not worth the debt I've paid

I was just a big mistake

"Misleading"

I'm in a fucking nightmare

somewhere I said id never be again

im reliving memories

i see your face when i close my eyelids

i see the creature that ive become

im the monster that you run from

i feel myself becoming so numb

i know im running out of time

but the truth is that ive been misleading you in the wrong way

i wish i could take back the pain

who do you want to come here

i just want to hide in bed all day

i feel so fucking neasous

i choke on every word i say

im so sick and fucking tired of being sick and fucking tired

i dont want to be admired 

i just want to be myself

but the truth is that ive been misleading you in the wrong way

i wish i could take back the pain

my head is on fucking fire

i just want to feel lighter

my heart is on fucking fire

i cant take away the pain i caused you

my heart is on fucking fire

my head is on fucking fire

i just want to feel lighter

i cant take away the pain i caused you

every time i close my eyes i want to fucking die

i said id never be back here

god said otherwise

i keep hearing your voice every day and every night

im running out of time

but the truth is that ive been misleading you in the wrong way

i wish i could take back the pain

"Understand"

im sinking into the quicksand

i feel your hands on my throat

no way of breathing now

im sick of living this life that fucking beats me down

if you knew what i knew then maybe you'd understand why im the way that i am

maybe itd all make sense

if you had seen what ive seen then maybe youd understand why im the way that i am

maybe itd all make sense

im sinking into the quicksand

oh my god

i cant believe that ive made it this far

dont let me drown

please god dont let me drown

"Peace Of Mind"

im sick of the lies

im sick of the hate

i pray to god

he answers late

i made a deal

they gave me a plea

praying for mercy

i never get peace

lean on me just a little bit closer

don't tell me that this is over

if i could have some peace of mind for even just a little bit

maybe one day i'll be happy

so here i go

once again alone

fighting my demons

please dont take control

i pray to god

he answers late

begging for mercy but there is no peace

lean on me just a little bit closer

don't tell me that this is over

if i could have some peace of mind for even just a little bit

maybe one day i'll be happy

im just a waste of time

a waste of time

"Meat Hook"

I wanna bury you with the lives you took and leave you hanging with the bodies 

drained out on a meat hook

i can see through all your lies

i can see through your disguise

you're draining me to the point of death

you said it's all in my head

it ain't in my head

you're dragging me down in the dark

I wanna bury you with the lives you took and leave you hanging with the bodies 

drained out on a meat hook

you left us broken and bleeding

ruined lives for no reason

just leave us alone

cause we can't keep taking your bullshit

it's fucked up how you can't just leave it

ruined lives you don't need to

just leave her alone

or i'll make sure you fucking regret it

I wanna bury you with the lives you took and leave you hanging with the bodies 

drained out on a meat hook

i can see through all your lies

i can see through your disguise

her voice echoes inside my head

it's drained me

there is nothing left

you left us broken and bleeding

ruined lives for no reason

just leave us alone

cause we can't keep taking your bullshit

it's fucked up how you can't just leave it

ruined lives you don't need to

just leave her alone

or i'll make sure you fucking regret it

I wanna bury you with the lives you took and leave you hanging with the bodies 

drained out on a meat hook

meat hook

hanging with the bodies on the meat hook