Problems of a pink haired girl.

My pink hair is kinda of annoying, like, IT WAS PINK 5 WEEKS AGO. I love my pink hair, it's honestly sooooo cute but...i don't like keep retouching it in like, 6 weeks. But yeah, that's what i got.

I'm also short as hell, like i have 1,52cm or 4'11 in a half. I think that tall girls are honestly soooo pretty! I wish i could be like them. I wish i was prettier, i wish i was higher, o wish that i had a smaller chest, i wish that my eyes were bigger, i wish that i was paler, i wish a LOT of things. 

I passed things like this because of my appearence for YEARS, even more because of some asian features woch in my country, almost everyone makes fun of it. I avoid looking to myself in the mirror frequently, i avoid getting out of home, i avoid looking to people's faces...

I always avoid and wish but never change. I speak right and act wrong with myself all the time :<...I need to change and be less...annoying to myself, i'm so fucked up that i literally bully myself, it hurts. A lot.

I may go crazy with the own voices of my head, in the majority of the cases, nobody says a word, but they stare, whisper and avoid me. Even more because where i study everyone looks "normal". I feel dislocated in that place, i eat alone almost every day, when i'm with somebody, is probably some classmate doing an dare or catcalling in the most cold a sadistic way. (I hate boys and everyone like this)

Please, don't make fun of me and my appearence. I tought LOTS of times before posting this, i'm a really insecure person in every status. 

Bye sweetheart! I wish you a amazing day, or night...! (^///^)