I still miss my used to be best friends...

6 months... that's how long it has been since we stopped talking... I made a blog about how we stopped talking a while back. I know it was fake the whole time but I can't stop missing it. I realize just how much my happiness depended on them, and now they're gone, they have been for a while. I wonder if they ever think about me, and all the things we did together. I thought that I'd have new friends by now but not really, not as close as they were. I miss them so much, I thought I would be over them by now...