hellloo im curious should i dye my hair?? I probably cant but if i could what color do you think would look good on me?????? i have reddish blondish hair thats sooo weird and my hairstyle isnt even like... consistant. lately i've been using hairspray and trying to look feminine but its hardly working...... I NEED ESTROGEN. I NEEEEEEDDD ITTTTTTTTT BECAUSE IM SO UNCOMFY WITH MYSELF RN UGHHHHHH but i guess its okay for now, people are pretty respectful of me especially at school no matter how i look :D 

might need accesories.... and a lil more style. some time this week im gonna shop maybe at target or something. maybe amazon or hottopic. may even thrift!! it depends!

i have good news btw,,, all of them are fully healed!!! ill keep the scars for a while sadly but i havent done it or felt like doing it !! im proud of myself. 

anyways back to my hair- lately i've been going for like a "messy but looks good and bad" kinda thing,,, i dont know it changes from day to day 

i finished the winds of winter. beautiful book and a beautiful story. cant wait for a book thats taken longer to come out than i have lived (more or less)!!

also! a very noteworthy thing i wanna put if you havent read my profile is

I AM 13. 

remember that if you read these!! im nearly 14 and people have remarked i look older, and i think myself mature, but that is not for me to judge, not yet. 

(i think myself mature because i dont go SIX SEVEN DIDDYBLUD!!! every 5 fucking seconds ITS NOT FUNNY!!)

anyways this was november 4 and 5ths blog cause im LAZY!,

i love you allll dont forget to take care of urself!!!!!