i hate being an adult where is the whimsy

university is NOT easy. constant assignments, modules constantly flip-flopping criteria, the uni fucking you over, jobs that break your back for minimum wage, and let me not get started on how over half of your monthly payments are spent on bills and rent leaving you skimmed for money while contemplating selling your kidney for extra cash because apparently five items from the grocery shop is worth £15  AT LEAST. 

if you're in high school, stop. don't grow. turn back time. you will wake up at twenty one day and want to rip your hair out from the stress of ever day issues. you will start feeling drowsy no matter how much sleep you get. your back will always ache. the grim reaper will start knocking at YOUR door as reminder that you're becoming unc and your body is now entering a mid-life crisis.

stay young and stay healthy, because the adult life is no joke. i'm currently eating my last slice of bread for the week and tap water that could make even the sea kingdom gag in disgust. my life has gone to shit. at least next month's rent is not my issue for now, i will panic a week before its due.