7 Rep Slavery

Lowkey, the title is an inside-joke but recently I've been on a level of proscrastination never seen before ever since school started on monday this week (break was last week, obv im not saying the semester started in november bro) and I can't help but feel a sense of melancholy when I lie on my bed with a phone screen distracting me from the works of tomorrow I so desperately can't be asked to study on.

I don't really understand why I'm feeling so lazy, this isn't something that occured in my life before and I honestly can't tell if it's because I had a few bad weeks or just can't muster up the energy anymore. I would fucking love to sleep but there's alot of bullshit on my plate this week and Ion wanna touch a pen until there's a few seconds before the clock hits 8:30.

I just wanna sleep properly. Stop throwing haymakers at my face and give me two days of me-time. Don't make me think of late assignments or anything of the sort. I just wanna fall asleep and dream of a library devoid of people yet still echoes a semblence of warmth only a mother could conjure.

Speaking of which, I should get to writing a blog about dreams ...as boring as that sounds.