what do i want

random thought that im just gonna say outloud because i have nothing else that i want to do

i keep wondering why im in college why im doing what im doing and when people ask me what i want i never really give them my actual answer

i just tell them what they want to hear so they leave me alone

in reality though i just want to do whatever i want whenever i want

i want freedom more than anything to just wake up at whatever time i want to eat whatever i want to talk to whoever i want whenever i want i just want to do anything anytime

i know that this desire is unrealistic and that id need to accumulate a massive amount of wealth and have so many people working under me making sure that i can have the things that i want

i know that ill probably never have it

so i guess ill just settle for the next best thing

to tell a story and show my talent to the world

to leave my mark and hopefully make some people fall in love with my stories

i want people to be impressed by my work

and hopefully people actually remember who i am and what i do and im not just another person who gets 15 minutes of fame and fizzles out of the minds of people eventually

i want to be honored and respected by people

those are my two desires

to have everything and to be adored by others

ha

what a dream