...YEARNING.

ok...did god really have to make me a yearner? its a deepcut to be a yearner. Its a new type of pain, when they wont love you, but you'll still love them in ways that they can't imagine.

Or to love so bad, that you care. That you care about him behind closed doors where he cant see you. And you know damn well that he doesn't want you - that he'll be happier with someone else. 

and you could fight it - but you wont. AT this point its not gone beyond surface love, its some sort of ONE-SIDED feeling.

Feelings.

You feel so many feeling for someone and you know they dont regard you with any. 

Dammnit. Why'd you have to be so easy to fall in love with, and so hard to fall out of love with?

And now I'm left in the dust. Listening to Jeff Buckley and thinking of something that was never mine???