What do I do?

This school year I'm not being able to be proud of myself.

I study humanities (idk if that's what u call it in English, I'm spanish), and I've been doing some Latin a Greek exams, and last year I was good at it, like, I understood it and I was able to get good grades just studying a couple days before, but this year it's making me want to stop studying.

I'm not able to concentrate and to get good grades no matter what I do. I feel like I'm not good enough for studies and that I should just drop out, but at the same time I really really want to go to university and have a job I love.

I know that if I ever decided to drop out I would make everyone around me disappointed, but also I would just live with a better mental and physical health; but if I stay I'll have the future I want and the job I dream of, but I will keep living like right now, feeling miserable every day and with every exam with a bad grade.

Before you say anything, yes I do study, yes I do pay attention in class, yes I do work my ahh off just to get the minimum passing grade every. single. time.

I have no motivation, and I have no one to talk with about this. I just need a recommendation on what to do. I'm so tired.

Alex out🌀