The Great Fumble

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The great fumble was about a year ago. it was my birth day party and i invited friends and girls. it was gonna be a epic night. there was "Goods" to partake in and over all we planed to do teenage shit because most of my friend were sleeping over. but any way maybe an hour in i hear i knock my friend im gonna call him "jake". "jake" had invited a long time single friend of his a girl named, uhh know what ima call her ramona , cuz ong she was dead ass the ramona flowers to my scott pilgrim if u know what i mean. any way i opend the door and evidently i sense a lil sum sum if you know what i mean. any way we all went up stairs and started listening to music (i didnt have that many friend at the time ,still dont but whatever). the vibes were vibing. it was at this point that "Jake" had noticed some tension. so he asked me "yo u like ramona" and i was all like "Damn is is that obvious" in i though we were being quite in sum godfather timing. but know this was heard not by here but one of my other friend and my other friend well cal him trell  he starts passing ts on u know just messing with me and tryna get some reactions by passing this person to person. and eventually it reaches ramona. neither of us said ay thing but we knew because of the kind of constant gossip and constant people going from ear to ear like the fucking godfather.

anyway were all outside now in the backyard and im doing my thing their having fun with music and shit but eventually me and the boy kind go from lets do teenage shi to yo we got to confirm the bag with these two. so im shooting my shot and i confirm she single she ask me the same thing and i say yes but my absolute tard of a friend says "wait arent you daiting so and so" . even though i broke up with so and so 1 week ago. and after this she goes inside prolly thinking of this guys a cheater. but anyway she kinda distances herself from the partying and eventually most of the friend leave and now its just the sleep over people and we further partook in "Goods"

and eventualy went to bed after yapping all night about random shit. The morning comes and i had a flight to Dominican republic in 15 house but that didnt matter because it was crunch time . now altohugh i fumbeld the bag my friend , "Jake" had ramonas snap and so he add her on my phone (he forgets his phone every time we hang out, and its not like he doesnt have a phone because we text and call all the fuckin time) . im fumbling over text but then "Jake" takes over because he had dated ramona in the past and he knows his shi with her . pretty much shi is cleared up and she comes over athat same day we yap and shi but nothing realy happendsbut me and her are dating at the moment. evntyualy eli leaves so because my whole family was going to DR . any  1 week into dr "Jake" supposedly had proof she was cheating and with out context it looked she was caught  cheating but i found out a month later she actualyt didnt and it was out of context. any way me and er break up and i come back to the usa 2 weeks later in the USA. and i im am the lonlyest mf ever .im just miserable because im single af.  so 2 months pass and i call her and im cooking up  she explaines every thin and we end up making plans to go places together like the skating rink and movies and shit is lowkey romantical.and i am just the happyest mf in the world until I Broke with her on the febuary this year. i dar did alot of bad thing and im not cofortable going into those things but i though she deserverd better. and she does but it fucking sucks because she was like the first good relasion shit i ever had and im so angry especily with myself because most of the bad thing that happend to me came from me  at some poind in time they all lead back to me. any way its like 3 am november 4th and im just kinda done with everything with life school people. but i have been sneaking out more so thats fun. any way peace out.