11/3/25

11/3/25

UURGHH I FUCKING LOVE DRUNK BY THE LIVING TOMBSTONE NGGGHHH i havent listened to it in forever but i just remembered it and listened and gawd its just as good as i remembered. facckkk i love you tlt. i am mad at charlie again he made me very mad on our last round we played im going to crush him. i dont have much else to say thats interesting today unfortunately.. well. i ate 3 meals + a donut today which is more than i pretty much ever eat .. i almost never eat breakfast and my nausea problems have made it very hard to eat lunch BUT i ate both today and had a donut at school and ate dinner ^_^"   i reaally struggled getting up the stairs at school today i thinki actually need a way to use the elevator but i keep asking my mom to give me permission and she wont email them + my dad gets annoyed and he starts making fun of me when i mention how i feel like passing out  going up the stairs. i have thsi issue recently where my heartrate just feels like it spikes out of nowhere, i dont know if it actually does but it really really feel like it randomly spikes haardd. it happened yesterday a couple times and it happened 3 times today. i dont know why this is happening but it makes me feel like i am about to die. i think there is something wrong with my body. it hurt. anyways look at my wife kuro hes so cute i luv him

today is day 520 no shinjiro and 492 no makoto