An In-Between Blog to Add On to The Other [23.5]

hiii again,
i could've just updated the other since it's the same day, but I wanted it to be separate.

  I seriously want to learn to dance. ever since I saw furry dance comps and my sister in floor wars I've had this desire to. that want has never left me, but I've never put in the time for it. even when I was better off to do so (when I was active) I still didn't. being cooped up for about a year now has got me antsy to start something new. I know to dance, at lest what I want to do, some sort of break dancing, or shuffling, I'm not sure, I want to build up on my strength. currently I have 0 strength. honestly my poor health is probably why I get headaches and full body aches. i eat mostly junk too bc we dont exactly buy the best foods. nor do i go outside. i am NOT in fit to dance..

  still I want to learn. maybe itll be a new way to express myself or just something I do to feel fulfilled. i wish art fulfilled me more, but its more about skill for me. tbh i dont even know how to feel about my art. idk why I have such a complicated relationship with my art.. i really just want that one thing that makes me feel good, I can do whenever, that i strive to be better in, but it doesn't consume me, and that'll actually help me stay healthy. maybe dance wont be that but UGH IDC!! I'm just tireeddd dude. like I wish i could say "I'm doing everything I can while I can't have a life", but I'm not. if I was i would be getting straight A's, taking time out of everyday to draw, I would have a friend group even if their just online, and I would go for a daily walk. maybe I will try to do that last one, soon, soon. maybe like tomorrow soon. maybe I'll walk to the Publix their building right next to my house. just kinda sucks I'm stuck like this till AT LEAST next year, but probably till I graduate.

  one last thing, MY FUCKY ASS NOSE DUDE. i had a headache today thats still here, the back of my head really hurts thats on top of the headache, and my nose is clogged/runny/I'm sneezing. so my sinuses ache sm. like BROOOO PLEASSEEE. i just took my nasal spray bc my nose does SUCH A COOL THING where i feel better and then i sneeze once and now i got snot everywhere.. so i didnt think i needed to take it, but i ended up doing so bc holy shit. i was gonna draw a character concept but ugh nvm. idk im kinda annoyed today? its not like im mad at anyone or anything idk. dont really know why im just getting ticked off a lil too easily. ill be fine by tomorrow tho i bet, I'm just gonna sleep early. its 10:44pm and ima go honkshoo.

byebye goodnight