university is HARD!

being in uni sucks... i wish i took an easy subject like media cos then i can just piss around like i did in college for 3 years and still get a degree and a good salary. but NO. i took law. i still don't know why. what if i do my degree for 4 years (im saying 4 cos i wanna do a paid placement) and go become a lawyer and end up hating it and realise i just wasted £9500 and 4 years of my life? the starting salary for a paralegal isn't even that good either, only like 18k. to become a qualified solicitor i have to go and take the SQE which only 40% of people pass. i'm not cut out for hard work and never succeeded at school. the only time i thrived in any academic institution was when i took media in college but that was super easy for me. it required no revision, no exams, and i got to be creative and work with computers which i love. i am not used to the world of essays, my highest GCSE grade was a 6. granted i didn't revise and the subjects i got a 6 in were language/humanity/writing subjects but STILL!!!