Ongoing situation w/ ts guy,,(CW cults, religious themes, racism, etc)

Ok im gonna start at the very beginning since itd make a little more sense

My bf was on jai and found this acc shedletskys.massive.tits(still giggling at ts user) and so when i found their bots i commented on them bc they weren’t THAT bad n stuff yk? And like a day or 2 later, the same guy finds my insta which is like, okay ig im not that weirded out by it. We msgd that day it was nice he was rlly sweet and kind n stuff and we ended off on a high note

Months later i forgot about the guy and im at a friends bday party (i brought my bf as a +1) when me and my bf were looking through my old insta dms. We came across me and that guys dm and i was like “oh i highk forgot abt him ill js unfollow bc i doubt he even gets on insta theres like nothing on his profile” and so i unfollowed him! Only for him to message like 30 seconds later. “Hey i think this was a mistake but you unfollowed me haha.” Okay…this is getting weirdd!!! 

What i hated was how different he was. He was acting all jealous and kept making inappropriate thinks abt my bfs private areas and talking abt how me and my bf do things every night and like it just made me hella uncomfortable right bc like, this was a whole 180 of the guy i spoke to last time! It was so weird. We WERE going to block him, but rocket (/sys) thought this was funny and didnt want to block him so err we didnt..

That was all like, maybe 4 months ago. Probably more. 

Anyways Today, when it was like barely 2 pm, he messages. “Hey beautiful i was js wondering if youre still w/ that guy bc judging by what he likes, he isnt sane.” Okay…hello to u too lol…

This time it felt worse. Like, he was already basically a whole diff person the 2nd time we’ve messaged but this time? It was just actually insane. I didnt know who i was talking to anymore. 

Multiple times has he gone into this rant about being pure and holy or wtv and kept saying that hes trying to lay (wink wink nudge nudge) with me to make me pure too for i have sinned in liking foxes and not believing in god (he said foxes were sent by god as punishment or smt idk) and even if we’re both guys god will allow it bc hes trying to cleanse me. He said that i will “wake up in gods arms and be the perfect aryan he wants me to be and join him” and i lowk forgot what that was so i searched it up and guess what? “Used to describe a mythical ‘master race’ of superior Europeans, a concept heavily promoted by nazi germany. The term is now primarily associated with its extremist and white supremacist connotations” thx google im freaking out even more! Anyways, i then send that definition to the guy and he said “the ones he wants to lift into the gates of heaven, he gives pure skin to. Even those born with stained skin can become perfect with gods grace” oh! Okay! Totally normal! When i asked for confirmation that people of color dont have pure skin, he agreed and said that theyre tainted by their ancestors skin. I asked, “What if a POC is a pure holy believer and their ancestors were too?” 

“Then their skin would reflect that.” 

“Js bc they’re holy doesnt mean they’ll be white.” 

“When you become holy your melanin is stripped.” Rightt… okay,,yikes,,

Anyways after arguing a little more i js like, went on a rant about this whole thing yk? I told him that this whole situation is crazy bc wdym it started with me finding ur nsfw bots on j.ai to this whole religious talk and i then called him insane. He asked how hes insane, so i listed off the stuff!!(highkey a stalker, talking abt really religious things which i personally cant stand, racist, said weird things abt my bf/me and my bf, and how everytime he msgs i get a bit of dread).

Anyways, he goes “im not racist, i love all culture” and we kinda went back to this racism stuff but then he says “racism is the hate of other cultures. I adore all culture, even if my family hates them.” Okay. I reply with “what about race?”

“What about them? I suppose races are a part of cultures. I dont like races all that much”

..so youre racist.

“Ig? I am a sore loser! I broke my leg a while ago and cant run the same”

??? What does your leg have to do with this?

“You brought up races?”

Good lord he thought i was talking about races like running. I corrected him, and he apologizes. Then, it’s like something snapped in him.

“Im starting to think im wrong abt a lot of things. Im not sure i know what melanin truly is, and what races are. Is god even real? What else have i been lied to about” Great i made him go into an existential crisis,,,, urgh..,anyways i reassured him, telling him that if he believes in god thats fine, just to know that some people dont and that thats okay. He then apologizes for everything and then goes “what else have i been so wrong about? Is man lying with man bad? Why does melanin exist? Can people really live off a farm? Is it truly normal to marry at 12 y/o? I need to ask my communion, i think.” Yikes…

Because i was feeling bad now, i reassured him again. I answered those 4 questions, and told him that it’s okay. 

Now bc i wanted to talk to someone else as this whole thing happened, ive been taking screenshots and sending them to my bf. He points out “wait, isnt communion a word used in cults?” Haha, what? No, he’s joking, right? So, i asked the guy what communion was, and he basically gave me this whole backstory or wtv and he said things like “good soldier for god”, “our leader can speak to god himself”, “our area is the only safe spot in this world, as the outside is infested with people believing in the devil”, “we aren’t allowed any outside communication as to not risk communicating with the devil”, etc. 

Well this doesnt seem good! At all!! I then asked him a simple question,

“Do you believe in what they say?”

“I used to but i don’t know anymore, im scared.” 

He then talks about like wanting to escape that place(i lowk hinted at it which is why he even said it) and i said that he should maybe wait a little and scout the area, maybe find an area thats the safest/least guarded. He added that anyone who tried to escape died but he speculates its not true as hes seen servants drag the ones who tried to leave to a shed at night, which totally isnt creepy… Anyways I did ask that what will it take for him to leave as an adult though because he did mention that adults chosen be their leader can leave the farm calmly but he said the leader only ever chooses 2 ppl and that they just did the ceremony for that recently so theres no way he can be chosen now. We spoke a little more, and i realized that we never got a name. 

“I js realized that after all this time we never got a name we can call you.”

“Everyone calls me __(i forgot it,,), but my fathers name was alloy, if thats okay, id like to be called that” 

Alright cool his name’s alloy, got it. We then say goodbye and he said that hed try escaping in a couple weeks, when the whole group does another ceremony.

This whole thing has been like, super confusing..

What if hes lying about this whole thing?? It’s so weird though because if he is hes really putting so much effort into a fake story which is like crazy. Oh also i dont remember when he said it but he did mention that he exlpores around the area a lot which is how he got the phone hes using to talk to me so theres that. 

I cant guys theres so many holes in here.

How does he charge that phone? Who is the actual owner of the phone? Have the actual owner reported that phone as missing but alloy hasnt said anyhting about it bc hes the one that has it? How hasn’t he been caught with it yet? How come their leaders name is the same name as a villain in a video game?(i cant remember the name nor the game ill put a comment abt it later..)

Some things that kind of keep me believing is that when we first spoke, he didn’t know like, what any tone tags meant. Not even /j. And it’s like, youd expect for someone who you met on j.ai to at least know the basic tone tags, no? Also something that makes me giggle is like, who in the cult was getting all frisky on j.ai??? bc like if he doesnt know what tone tags are how the hell did he find j.ai? 

Anyways, this whole situation is like, actually eating at me and i dont know what to think. If he ever messages again tmrw, I’ll update you guys.