I feel so betrayed

So, i had This childhood friend for like 9 years, and we were doing a little bad because he was totally selfish and dint really cared for what really mattered to me, and there was other things going on also, but then one day he started including me on his Discord server with 6 friends of his, Hugo, Jeremy, juddy, alias, Charli and juno (ficticional names) but then, as i got close to them i were more social and turned my webcam quite a Lot since The "liked" it.

Days passed and i was kind of a jerk, and i ragebaited Hugo reciprocating a not serious flirt with The person they had a crush on, so on another day, hugo was talking on The grupo chat and i ragebaited him again, but then, my childhood friend, started fully insulting me, like saying i interrupted people, and non Topic stuff, i dont even cared at that point, but then hugo started insulting me too, since he got influenced by my childhood friend, and then, basicly called me a pick me for turning my webcam sometimes, i got Very unconfortable.

Then, i got a massagem from juno, and It was abt my childhood friend, he was also Annoyed by my childhood friend, and asked me for advice since i was a more intimate friend, i gve my advice and I told him what bothered me about my childhood friend, and then he told me "you should talk to him." I decided to actually follow that advice, I talked to him, but besides refusing several things that He did, he started accusing me of doing things and it hurt me a lot, but since it was an argument it was expected, but I received a message from Juno, giving me advice on how to handle the argument And then I realized that my childhood friend was showing our discussion to Juno, and in that conversation my childhood friend implied that people in the chat group were talking about my behavior Behind my back, I got really upset and left all the groups and blocked everyone.

Some months later, juddy, witch was The only one of The group i still hung out, said that The group was missing me since They They no longer spoke to my childhood friends, i got confused but i decided to give them a Second chance, only to find out that after The First argument even ocurred, They created a diferent group chat without me So that they could talk about me behind my back.

I am still friends with Hugo, Charli, juddy and Jeremy, but knowing They spoke abt me behind my back before, should i Trust them?