4 years

TW:suicide and SH

Why do I remember this statistic it’s been 4 years since a teenage suicide where I’m at, and it’s just I don’t wanna be the kid to end the streak but every day I think of ending it. I just got in a car wreck, traumatic asf, but I wish I died there deep down and I won’t be able to brush that thought off. I just relapsed too, it’s insane that the human body can be so obsessed with death and mystical things that don’t affect the real world. I wanna be in a band so I started one but it’s already dead because it’s being forgotten. I hate my life.

Astral, signing off this stupid fucking thing