Feeling anxious..

I don't like to vent much online but I need to put this out somewhere.

I'm feeling sick and so anxious all of a sudden. I think it's mostly from my financial issues. My birthday is tomorrow and I'm excited about that, but I decided in advance that I wanted to spend it with my family, and have the rest of the week be my "Birth Week" like my roomies did for me last year.

Thing is.. Family is tough to be around. It's really only my stepdad. He's the reason why I tried my best to move out as soon as I could.

I'm also worried about finding work again. My seasonal job with Spirit Halloween is over for the most part. They might call me in again sometime this week for teardown, but we'll see.

My other job is kinda shit. It's a dog daycare/boarding place. It's not as fun as people think it is, trust me. With the holidays coming up, it's gonna get really stressful, REALLY FAST! I'm not ready for it. So.. I'm also waiting for a call from Spencer's, since I requested a transfer after Spirit closes.

One fun thing for today though, I'm going back to Spirit to buy some things I hid for a CRAZY discount! 80% off! So, there's one good thing. ^u^