Exist

I'm starting to feel like I sort of just exist. Which of course everyone "exists" but that feels like that's my only purpose. I feel so lonely, i've got friends and a sweet boy I really like but, I still feel alone. Then on top of that, I can't do anything to make my mum happy. Everyday i've done something wrong when i'm just fighting to have at least some enjoyment in my day.

It feels like i'm just here, with no purpose or means. I just exist.