oh my god this is possibly the latest i have ever been dfkjhgdkfg 
went through a lot lately, but i finally getting everything collected ^^ 

but OMG!!!!!! SEPTEMBER, IT'S OFFICIALLY BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE I'VE BEEN MAKING MONTHLY ART DUMPS!!!!!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! ^O^ HOW EXCITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you to everyone who just comes around and views the stuff i make, and thank you especially to those who leave me nice comments to read. ^^ theyre the things that motivated me the most, thank you.


Now. time for the latest art dump of all time lolol
Here we go!! 

Traditional Art Section

okay. ive done this a few times already and i apologize T_T 
i asked in a bulletin for art requests!!! but it was specifically to easily do in highlighter! 
and some of them actually looked really fun to do :D and i did start them but, i got overwhelmed cause there was a lot of requests and many were complicated designs T_T i meant for them to be silly and fun! 
but here was some i started that i thought was fun
In my head, sometime im going to return to these and complete all requests lol. i screenshot every comment and save them so i can do them later, and have so many collected over the two years of my time here.
Jons bunnygirl! i actually had so much fun with this and i wanna ink it, and possibly even digitalize it/make a digital coloring of it! its so cute to me ^^ 
another bunny girl sketch, holding a bunnylittle girl with a big gun. didnt even sketch over the gun with the pink highlighter yet, got intimidated
back to normal drawings!
from my diary!
pochita cosplay brainstorming, additionally from my diary. feat. medeadsie, my zombie girl failure daughter ^^ ohhhh my little deadsieee
wowowowow kris deltarunevalentine, my oc! 
another oc of mine ^^ she actually doesnt have a name, she has a fear of being watched. i pet her head pat pat pat

one half of the lovers! mentioned in last blog!

Dr.LoveLace!!!!!! i really really adore her, i feel like as days go by i relate to her more and more, something i originally rejected and said we're nothing alike lol. ive been drawing her more and more lately, my goat i appreciate your existence [made her tf up]

ARIKI!!!! MY SWEET GIRL!!!!!
she is an OC i made when i was 13! my dear oc!!!! she's also the first girl drawing in this art dump blog too! i always adore her.

showed this to a friend and they said it reminded them of amongus lmao. i wish i could wear a suit and helmet at all times


bleeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh

technically this should also be included in the ceyda section since she's there at the bottom!!!!

I started re-reading Demon by Jason Shiga. I enjoy the artstyle a lot, i originally found it through Jason Shigas other comic book: Meanwhile. It's possibly the coolest most fun physical book to me ever because it's literally a choose your own adventure comic and it's SUPER fun and you cant experience it digitally. me and my brother found it in the library when we were kids, i want the physical book for myself some day.
i also drew myself in the jason shiga artstyle lol, i think it's actually so cutevery increeeeedibly innacurate self portrait lmao i look nothing like this, but i thought it was cute anyway lololher design is so pretty, need to ink this out some day just because i think itd be fun
possibly one of my favorite drawing of this month ^^ it's the little guy! do you guys remember him? from that one bulletin! he's been my little guy for years now, i enjoy him a lot and i think this cute drawing captures how much of a sunshine he is :3 cutieee pat pat

himeno csm

MY WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFEEEEE AKI HAYAKAWA!!!!!!!! every day i love her more and more. fujigoatmo thank you.i wanted to draw the kinds of things i used to draw more often in the past, teeth, creatures, peculiar people with peculiar features. i still enjoy them thoroughly today ^^ i drew someone sitting and hiding their face and then thought it would be really funny if they were on the toilet lololol

CEYDA ART SECTION. 

It seems a lot of people don't really know who she is! I just tend to assume a lot of you do, since I've been drawing her since my first few blogs on here! Back when I used to make daily logs! 
So here's a short description! She's my original character, I made her when I was in highschool and exploring the idea of materialism, connections with others, and isolation of life.
I think about her story a lot, and her other half, the other perspective of the story basically represent the two different sides of my own view on the world. Think Tatsuki Fujimotos story, in regards to Fujino and Kyomoto represent the two different parts of him in relation to art. Though, I started coming up with this story before fujimotos Look Back was released. ^^ I just think it's a perfect example!
But she means a lot to me, though I think a lot of people in my life, like my friends, would describe me different to her, and rather more similar to her counterpart character. I think my family thinks im similar to her though. I enjoy her a lot, I need to write out the entire story regarding her and the other one, but it kinda requires a lot of questions answered that even I don't know the answer of. Even in the ending, the original ending is a bit harsh. It requires the reader to cope, which, even as the creator makes me sad too lol. Though, the message is still positive! Those are the kinds of stories that have impacted me the most, but even then...a part of me wants them to have such a sunshine happy, frolicking in the fields ending! wouldnt that be sweet? ^^ the possibility of that makes the original ending even sadder. 
But yeah! That's Ceyda, her name is turkish and it has the meaning "Beautiful Woman", in the story, she is canonically very cool and attractive but because of her mannerisms and personality, sometimes people are instead intimidated by her! She is not 'graceful' as the other meaning of her name implies, but none of this stops from the Prophecy refering to her as "The Beauty" and "The Unique One". 

Okay that wasn't so short. ^^ But i enjoy her a lot!!! It just occured to me from someone who told me once, that they didn't know she was my oc. She is though! I just stopped explaining it at some point lol. She means a lot to me. 
Time for the art!
finished this digital one up when i was in a call in my friends server on mute, just because i couldnt and still cant get myself to finish most digital pieces, so i wanted to at least complete this one thing! my friend howl howls moving castle also joined me, it made me happy. thank you friend ^^

Digital Art Section 

some magma board things again. AKI HAYAKAWA MY LOVE!!!! quiet drew the hands and helped me color and refine lolol oh also drew the legs i think. these are always fun ^^

Togata Togata Togata my goat my goat my goat

meow.

Me as this little figurine thing that i find incredibly adorable and cuuuuuuute me and quiet drew the little things on the guy and quiet helped me color me as usual! i can tell because of the shadow quiet likes to do heheheheh also yeah that's a penis up left
quiet moment:

ISCARIOT moment:
Angel Martinez clinical trial as a bunny ^^ i love them

some in between doodles from when i was in a vc
my friend requested a vampire-ish lady character so i doodledmore magma, neptune the fellow pudding lover! i know nothing else about her lol

woah gay 

ANYWAYS!!!!!!!! ^^
THAT'S ALL!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!

been a year huh? i still remember back in the day when i had done an art dump just randomly cause i had a lot of art in a few weeks...and now look where we are, heh! one year!

*[pretends to light a big cigar and shakes head with a big grin]*

wife moment. he's so sweet :3 i miss my wife tails i miss her a lot! my meow meow. 

That's all, thanks for everyone for reading and viewing!!!! ^^ this one took a long time, just cause of irl stuff. Hopefully I get to keep doing these till the end of 2025 too. :] 

I hope you all are well too! Goodbye everyone!! o//

dooroorooroooo dooroorooroorooooooooooooo !!!!!!