BLOG ENTRY #3

10/31/2025

ITS BEEN A WHILE!!!

so its my FAVORITE HOLIDAY EVER!!! AND TODAY WAS SO GOOD!!!!!!

you see… my neighborhood hosts this haunted house event annually  on halloween. AAANNNNDDDD remember how i said i am working on socializing more (despite it being AGONIZINGLY hard for me to do??)

well my mom sent a message to all the drama parents (they have this big groupchat to communicate to each other) inviting them to come over for halloween and MY FRIENDS ACTUALLY CAME!!!!!

we went tricking treating and in the haunted house (my mom also took everyone to another haunted house…. i didnt go in that one tho it would have been too scary for me) and THEN we watched the kpop demon hunters sing a long version!!!

also when we went trick or treating… there was this house that had a GIANT beetlejuice inflatable that we were going to ask for candy but the people were arguing about some trip that “he REALLY wanted to go to!!” which we all thought was kinda funny

then two people i want to be better friends with showed up out of NOWHERE and i was really happy

you have NOO CLUEEEE how much it meant for them to actually be there and it probably had to be the best day of my life

opening up a bit here…. i have high functioning autism and its very very hard for me to interact with people, let alone be a host or invite people in person (i am better through text).

i think that i am a lonely person, not because i want to be, but because i just struggle to much with socializing with people

so seeing people actually come over and wanting to talk to me when i usually think that is something that would never happen means SO SO SO SO SO SO much to me (more than i am describing here tbh)

words CANNOT describe how happy they made me by simply being there

i for once DIDNT feel icky or creepy or weird for trying to interact with friends

this is a core memory definitely

and one of them even told me how they were happy to get to know me more in the past couple weeks AND to see me interact with them and stuff (i also told them all about the socializing stuff minus the autism)

OH! ALSO i DID make a promise about my costume

the picture is a little fuzzy since it is a polaroid picture but there it is!!! it isnt reallt clear in the picture BUT i am wearing the franklin badge on the right side of my shirt

EDIT: oh ALSO this was supposed to both be a recreation and

 a reference to the photos ness and the chosen four would take throughout their journey

THATS ALL FOR THE DAY!! …or at least life-wise. QOTD TIME!!!

QOTD: What is your favorite thing (or things) about Halloween?

My Answer: Pumpkin carving, candy, and MOST IMPORTANTLY: the COSTUMES!!! the past two years i have been making my OWN costumes/cosplays and its been way more fun than just buying a costume (i mean… i do have to buy clothes but still). Last Halloween, I dressed up as Dipper from Gravity Falls and it was SO COOL!!!

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