lol

just one more paper left and then its back to being alone again. god im so pathetic. i miss the way i used to talk to people like when covid first hit

but dont worry im gonna use this month alone to work on myself back together. physically, mentally and whatevers left of me. maybe if i try hard enough, ill start to see something diff in the mirror

im tired of hating my own reflection. its exhausting. my friends dont say it but i know theyre tired of hearing me tear myself apart. i dont wanna be that person anymore

sorry for turning my first blog into a mess of feelings