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im just really tired of.. everything..
i just dont see a point in anything i do, its just a cycle of waking up, doing schoolwork, going to bed
every day
and for what? to get my diploma, just to keep working
and finally when i make enough money to retire ill probably get diagnosed with some terminal disease and spend my last two months thinking about why i did any of it
im never gonna become what i really want to be, so why keep trying?
i really need a reason right now
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artymattymatt
ur looking at the bigger picture than the smaller moments. thinking of life that way it sounds pretty awful, but that's not living. living is getting your favorite food drink you haven't had in awhile, living is hanging out with that one friend or family member you like, living is buying that one thing you've wanted for awhile, living is going outside for a walk to enjoy the nature, living is being grateful for the small things, not about some big accomplishment your waiting for. you'll get to the point you want to even if you dont realize it in the moment so try to focus on the here and now. you can control the small things you do even if it doesnt seem like to change the bigger picture. you can be happy even if you live the mundane life you've described, you just gotta change your outlook on it all. ik ima just some random stranger who doesn't know you, this just helped me, and i wish you the best.
thank you for responding
ill try to change my outlook on things, but im not sure how long itll last
i always kinda fall back to my previous outlook after a while, but ill try to keep this in mind
thanks again
by crowd9998; ; Report
and that's perfectly fine. it's normal to take steps back to take some forward. you got this.
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