Party schools kinda suck tbh

I knew my college was a party school when I decided to go, but I kinda didn't think it would be that big of a deal. I literaly need to do one more year and I get this degree and the school had a good art deparment and was affordable to go to. (also give me more time to get OUT of my parents house) BUT HOLY SHIT CAN YOU NOT MAKE FIRENDS IF YOU DONT GO TO PARTIES. I genuenly feel like I cant talk to any one around campus. That and the amount of times ive been kept up at night bc of plp drunkely yelling at each other outside my dorm window is actualy ridiculus. I also would feel wierd if I did go to a party of somekind it would be wierd bc im 21 and I dont want to be constantly berated with "CaN YOu GeT ThIS" either that or everyone thinks im a freshman when Im a junior and thats another kind of anger inducing. It might have something to do with being a transfer tbh

Also the campus has so many people on it that when I do run into someone I think is chill I never see them again that and having frat/sorrity kids running around makes it worse bc they set such a wierd vibe. I cant help but feel like there staring at me sometimes like im some freak bc im not wearing lululemon or something like that. That or when I talk to people for protects or group discussion in class I feel like there doing talking to me out of obligation and would much rather ignore me. Am I a little pissed yea, Its been an entire semester and I don't realy feel like I have anyone to hang out with on campus. It could also be a bit on my end too. I am fully aware that I am not... the best at interaction. I think launching into hyperfixation fuled tangents at random will scare away your average greek life kid. But its pretty frustrating none the less T^T

I have yet to find all the wierd people on campus