Coming back

30.10.2025

It has been a long time since I've written a blog post, but it seems that I come back here whenever I need to be heard by people who do not know me. 

It's spooky season again, and I've been back at my University City for the past month. A lot of stuff has happened, to me and to others. I feel as if I will not be lovable enough for anyone. People like me, but never love me. And I hope that in the future, I will not look back at this with shame. 

I've been back at University for a while now, same as ever, but way cooler since I changed apartments. I live with two other people, but I always like to check up on one of them every day. All things never last, and all roads lead to Rome, but I am trying to have fun and not regret the times we have spent together in this apartment. 

I want to have deep connections with people, but the more I talk to them, the more I want to be left alone. I guess I should focus on myself more from now on