about some sus songs having so catchy beats

idk if im the only one who thinks so but the songs that are written on intercourse/'mental stuff' have the most addictive beats fr. then i feel bad for wanting to sing them aloud!

or among the same lines, when a song originally has some cursewords in it and for a radio-safe version it gets censored, it also feels too insufficient. i dont curse a lot nor support it but i simply cant like the songs the other way. please tell me i am not alone/messed up for this!