Being a system literally sucks so bad sometimes

like.. ok, I am a system. I am CONSTANTLY confused on every decision. My opinion on things change all of the time it's insane. Like for example, the way that I dress. It changes ALLL the time, the urge to dress a certain way constantly changes. My layout is going to be constantly changed, like, all the time, because my interests and the way i want people to portray changes..sigh