Why i hate ending cycles.

So... My high school graduation is coming up in a little over a month and I'm not ready for it, I'm not ready to end this chapter of my life.

When we graduate, my best friend plans to move to another state and live there with his family. I don't know how long he intends to stay. We've known each other for about 7 or 8 years and I'm extremely attached to him. I see him not only as my best friend, but also as a brother. Regardless of everything, if he truly is, I hope he's happy even without me, but that he doesn't forget me, because I'll miss him, a lot.  

He was there for me through thick and thin, and I've always been very grateful to him for being in my life. I don't think I'll ever have the courage to tell him that, and I don't think he'll ever read this. 

Well... that's it.