having a hard time:3

i just feel like shit. shit shit shit!

i feel like I'm the wrong person

i might be switching? idk 

i hope i am i hate it here i don't give a shit if it hurts other people

i know they like it better when I'm around but i cant take it.

I  HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE I HOPE I GET SICK AND DIE

i don't wanna go back to the hospital:(