TRAUMATIC life lessons!!!

Okay but i want to see if other people relate to this, last Thursday i had a car accident, now I know that it wasn't my fault, but i wanted to talk about my thought process during the accident.

My first thought was like "shit im gonna get in so much trouble" and second "was it really my fault?".

Why was I asking myself that shouldn't I know whose fault was, I was the one driving, how is it that 3 days later i dont remember what happened, at first i got out of the car and i almost started crying thinking, "well, what kind of fucking idiot would let something like this happen" now I think I am a bad driver because, if I was a good driver this accident (which was a bit dumb) wouldn't have happen.

People around me said "dont worry that happens and its completely normal, be grateful thay no one got hurt" but, why do I still feel incompetent and stupid, I keep thinking "if i was a better and more careful driver maybe i could have avoided this"

Now I dont want to drive anymore and now I belive or tell myself that people wont have trust in me to drive them anywhere, "What does this accident say about my abilities as a driver?"