Vibe-Killers :(

You ever get that feeling where your all happy and expect a great day, only for your family to ruin it. That's me. Whenever i'm doing something good and just vibing, my family just ruin it. They are crazy sensitive and get angry at me alot. Usually when i'm not the problem, they always say o am for no reason. Whenever i feel upset or need some time by myself, they don't usually help at all. Instead of "its ok." "everything will be alright" or "things will get better soon" they just say "Shut the fuck up" and get angry very easily. Sometimes they are happy, but then out of nowhere angry and back to being happy again. Like what the hey, man. You see me upset and instead of saying "I'm sorry for the things i said to you" they just ignore it as if it was a cut...that will always stay for days. I don't know how i feel about all that. I'm usually just trying and instead of motivation its apathy. Like just now my mom wanted me to use my money to buy cheese. You know how much it cost? 6:50 DOLLARS!! LIKE WHAT THE HEY! I GET PAID 15-20 DOLLARS AND YOU ALREADY WANNA USE 1/3 OR 1/4 OF HOW MUCH I'VE EARNED FOR SOME CHEESE THAT'S GONNA BE DEVOURED TOMORROW!! I told her i was saving up my money for important things, but instead of understanding it she just says some BS like "oH sO gEtTiNg fOoD iSn'T iMpOrTaNt tO yOu?" LIKE FOR GOD SAKE'S LET ME SAVE UP MY OWN MONEY SO I CAN DO THAT!! I'm still waiting to get a job at Dave and Busters. I'm a patience guy, but when she keeps saying "BLAH BLAH THIS BLAH BLAH THAT YOUR GONNA DO SHIT AT YOUR JOB" Like that's when i loose my cool and get upset about it. And there isn't anyone i could talk about this since nobody gives a shirt about me. I'm only there when they need me to help move somethings...

anyways... that's my life when my vibe is killed by my own family...

till next time...