Uhh nearly died 2day (no srsly a truck crashed into the car i was in)

Today was crazy lol. My 2nd near death experience, i think gods tryna tell me smth. But anyway i was drivin 2 school and the driver was bein a bit of a dumb@ss ngl, and tried overtaking a TRUCK. And when i say truck i mean T R U C K. He tried overtaking a truck on a turn.. and we were driving side-by-side with the truck up close and personal so the truck turned b4 us and somehow hit the back seat drivers side.

So yeah almost died the cars busted up, its thankfully just the back seat door on the drivers side, the rest of the car is fine. Actually the best possible outcome 4 an accident w a truck lol.

Anyway my dad was understandably pissy but he kinda lashed out at me ish because my physics class got rescheduled to 11am (the og time is 2pm) and i didnt know because i wasnt on the whatsapp group (i mean fair ive been attending 4 three weeks now i shouldve been in it and i missed physics which im struggling in rn) so he went all "if you had known you wouldve left b4 11 abd the accident wouldnt have happened"

 which is crazy because 1) he didnt even know there was a whatsapp group for classes and blamed it on me for not having friends (lmfaoo??) because they wouldve told me class got rescheduled. And (2) Even if i went to class the right time the accident happened cuz the driver was drivin like crap so whats stopping another accident completely unrelated to me happening in the future? 

And that kinda messed me up getting me to think its my fault and stuff. And you know if i was on the other side of the car i couldve gotten hurt but i guess he just cared about the car, whatever i guess.

Anyway im ex-muslim so shud i convert back orrr.... idk i dont feel like it 

[ dis was jus gonna be a bulletin but i made it a blog cuz y not ]