Adult things ig

Turned 18 about a week or two ago I can't really remember anymore. 

Honestly the thought of finally being somewhat independent in certain decisions and figuring things out on my own is both freeing and terrifying. 

A day after I turned 18 I got my bank account hacked and got most of my money stolen which I was saving up to travel to my town's fair in may after may retakes. That was probably the turning point for me to conclude this year and to learn how to adult. 

So far I've had to figure out my own identification processes, create savings accounts, put things to my name and learning on who I want to be starting from now.

This has been terrifying so far but at least I have been doing the things I enjoy again while finding emotional balance in them like reading. I haven't read this much since the beginning of high school and I missed it. 

Hopefully this ride doesn't get scary and things can be sorted out to learn in the process :D.

exciiiiiting