overworked..underpet...*CLENCHES PAW*

>IM SO TIREDD; I got overworked induced nerve damage/pain in my arm(still no official diagnosis, they're trying to figure it out). ITS SO STRESSFUL!! mostly because of my personal family; they tend to be very reliant on me.. even typing sucks, and its most of what I do everyday. getting home sucks. drawing SUX!! working SUX!!! thinking about things SUX!!!!

>all of the things I love to do are physical labor!1!1 I have so much energy and yet I hate doing absolutely anything because of my arm. I miss writing, drawing, and DA FREAKING GYMMM. I can technically do these activities for like 30 minutes max before my arm is in severe pain for like 2 days. AND I DO!!!!11 its so hard to resist, I love working!! 

>writing is the biggest pain, its why I'm not gonna go to college until I get it completely figured out. which is gonna take . however long unspecified family member wants. but also DA GOVERMENT??!/1?!?!?

>bc of the shutdown my family got cut liekek ALL of our benefits?!??! I cant even go to physical therapy for my arm or back to my orthopedist for help, a law.d... freak my stupid doggy life

>I actually was doing good yesterday, I got a lot of work done which was stressing me out. but UNSPECIFIED family member is so pushy, I cant do everything at once but dey want me to. can barely take care of myself with my arm; and their still upset I cant do more for them. 

>"your an adult, you need to learn to tough it out" .. imreally trying. 

>anyways I decided to get into space hey again because I can't really work as much as I use to, ouhh... I love working so much I realized I didn't have too many friends because of how consumed I can be in the things I love doing. SO I remembers wat spacehey was and was like... yah I'll give it a shot. anyways I might fall off the face of the earth one day, and if that is the case its coz my arm started feeling better hehe