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my vision gets blurry and full of static and everything i touch feels even more textured than its supposed to be
do you ever feel like you’re not real?
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my vision gets blurry and full of static and everything i touch feels even more textured than its supposed to be
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๐เนrะธ ๐ข(*.<)~โด
i feel like nothing is real or worth it literally all of the time. it can be a good thing or a bad thing. or just think that reality makes no sense. for example, everytime something slightly out of ordinary happens in the day, I start thinking I'm in danger, for example that happened earlier today because i was more sick than usual and thought I was actually gonna die. or when something bad happens and I don't feel much and it's weirdly comfortable. because of my mindset that nothing really matters. because of it I think of death often, id consider myself sussycidal lol. but that's my experience, sorry for rambling weirdly I'm better at expressing my feelings when writing stories idk
real
by rina; ; Report
ๅปฬธ e.v ๐ฎ๐ธ
allllll the time. literally everytime i get overstimulated i mentally tap out. i feel so disconnected in every way โ socially, emotionally and sensory-wise. i canโt help but wish i didnโt have a different brain.
REAL
by rina; ; Report
Celeste
I feel that way too sometimes
๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐น๐ง
is any of this real? this world is built on fantasy fr!
synthetic emotions in the form of pills, psychological warfare in the form of advertising, mind-altering chemicals in the form of food, brainwashing seminars in the form of media, controlled isolated bubbles in the form of social networks.
real? you wanna talk about reality? we haven't lived in anything remotely close to it since the turn of the century.
we turned it off, took out the batteries, snacked on a bag of GMOs while we tossed the remnants in the ever-expanding dumpster of the human condition.
we live in branded houses trademarked by corporations built on bipolar numbers jumping up & down on digital displays, hypnotizing us into the biggest slumber mankind has ever seen.
you have to dig pretty deep before you can find anything real.
we live in a kingdom of bullshit, a kingdom we've lived in for far too long.
real
by rina; ; Report
lol. dude i think u could be Lain irl
by ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐น๐ง; ; Report
HAHAHA
by rina; ; Report
Delilah
yes. happened earlier today when I had kinda a trauma response at the lunch table and I just kinda sat there not being acknowledged even when they said my name I just couldn't get my eyes to focus or make sense of who said my name
ive also had this happen i kinda get like a heartbeat all around my body during it to specifically in my neck and chest and it feels so weird
by rina; ; Report
its called ptsd honey, 3. sucks, but there's ways to cope and work around it. it will get better especially when you get to be an adult
by Delilah; ; Report
thats what i thought im asking to get tested for depersonalization/derealization disorder but i have an itch it could also ptsd from my mom
by rina; ; Report
MintSoda
the only answer i can guess by this is derealization. its basically felt like you were detached from your body despite being down to earth.
it either shows signs of burn out or just tired. look out for yourself, rest enough
oh i know that ive had it for a while
by rina; ; Report